The Irritating F Word

With everyone 16 year old, there are always problems, especially with the family. Well, you see, this blog is a rant about mi familia. I hate it when family members that have no part in my life, are not active in it, and butt into everything about my life. Like facebook, I made the mistake of adding family members. And a few days ago I made the mistake of putting a post describing an "amazing night out with my friends, a little sick this morning, but it was all worth it". And my dad gets a call from my step-grandma yelling at him saying that he doesn't take an active role in my life. Hey, bitch, when's the last time I ever recieved any advice from you? And let me mention that you are a hypocrite, because all of your daughters drink. -SIGHS- I can't wait to move away from these people. Some may say that I won't and I'll wanna be by my family forev- NO.

Fuck. That.

Ahhh my favorite saying.

-Samantha

The Letter U

I've learned very quickly that people are unreliable. I've also learned that the only person I can rely on is myself. Though it is slightly hard when I'm 16, have an active life, yet I don't have a car or a job ( but I'm slowly working on trying to get a job ) and I usually can't do things because my mom and many other people suck. I know I know, I shouldn't want to grow up too quickly...but I DO.

For example, my mom has needed to send in my band camp money since July 1, it is now July 16. WTF. If it was me, it would of been in on time, but that's because I'm anal as hell. Also, I tend to get bitched at every time I need a ride somewhere. HELLO?!! HAVEN'T YOU EVER HEARD THE PHRASE "16 AND I DON'T HAVE A FUCKING CAR?!". Woo, okay then. Apparently not.

Damn, I just realized I have a library book due tomorrow that I haven't even read yet..hmmm..wonder if I'll get yelled at for asking to turn it in before I have to pay money on it...probably.

-sighs- Now I'm starting to feel like one of those 16 year olds that just bitch because their hormones are crazy....nahhh, not me....? Don't even fucking answer that.

So, anyways, this has been a message from the Church of Latter day Saints.

-Samantha

The Letter W

Another ranting session spurred by people pissing me off ( so, so surprising ). I hate it when I have to wait on other people. Like just recently I've been wanting to fill out some job applications online, but I can't because I have to WAIT on my mother to give me my Social Security Number.

I know it seems like a petty thing to be pissed off about, but when you're stuck all your life waiting on people, it really pisses you off.

This is going to be a short rant seeing as I'm under the weather.

Sincerely,

Samantha

Casteism

The one thing that truly pisses me off is Caste-ism, Sexism, and Hate. I've had my share of experiences where I'm discriminated against because I'm a woman.

Here's one question: What makes a man better than a women? No I'm not a feminist or hardcore lesbian, just a person that is incensed. There really is no answer to that, because some men do things that a woman may not be able to do, like being a male prostitute.

No I'm not bashing the male gender.

In some places like Pakistan, women are rendered unequal before the law. In many deficient countries, such as India, male children receive food, education, and health care benefits before female children. In occurrences of rape, the Hudood Ordinance in requires a testimony of a witness other than the victim to fortify a conviction for rape.

"I remember seeing a mother walking with two children. When her son asked her for a banana, she gave him one, and when her younger daughter did too - the mother slapped her and said no. I'll never forget this and how it motivated me to correct this deep problem in our culture".

- Sr Stella Baltazar, FMM, India

This is a serious problem in our world.

This isn't just a rant, it's a decisive testament of perverse crookedness.

Sincerely,

Samantha